15-03-2022

 The first day we spoke to each other, remember?

Huh, i checked your profile and went like this boy is so damn hot, hahhahah but you also talked to me admiring my writings which made me super happy, you were the only one who understood my psychology, you understood the pain, the melancholy i felt in my first posts, I was glad that there is someone who understood my feelings, so damn specifically like they felt it too. I've never wanted to end the conversation with you, really! And also everytime i write something lunatic just to get that mesmerizing comment from you, its funny how a person you never met made me feel that way, like i needed you badly to the point that I'd absolutely choose you over and over beyond all the things, despite your age, the distance, and the lack of awkwardness sometimes. 

Slowly slowly, texting you went from normal to a habit, i felt something, actually many things. I felt the telepathy, and i beleived in it for the first time, i felt that my heart went from emptiness to a lack of a mass that was obviously fulfilled by your words, that i keep seeking till know. I never got bored from your words, they are even better than sex, hahahah. 

Fun fact:i wrote all this, and also i didn't finish yet just listening to the song you said you loved so much that i somehow got attached to it because it's reminds me of you, i can write a book about you, i can fantasize everything about us, i can make my favorite character REAL, with that long black hair, those soft curled lips, sleepy eyes that I'd love looking at them all the day, the sexiest hand to hold ever, i swear the gravity of your hands is calling for mine DON'T DENY. How can i forget yoir voice, that make my heart almost burst, in the morning when i wake up and found these endless text from you, before i sleep, just.. All the time. I miss it darling. So bad. This all because of me. I hope you really miss me too. Cause i miss annoying you with my daily check like a baby. When i told you to read that book remember? "a thousand boy kisses" i just wanted you to know how you look like in my mind, what a beautiful creation you are! You so damn gorgeous, special, ideal, extremely sweet and kind, i like you been bitchy sometimes, i love it when you do.

I wanted you to know that uou are amazing darling, i love you so bad for real, if i didnt love you i wouldn't spend 1h and a half of my fucking day listing to your fucking song and verbelizing with all honesty my feelings for you.

Then

Someday

When

Our

Lips

Collides

Only then, this puzzle u are talking to will be completed.

and alsodont call me sister again or I'll kick ur ass