15-03-2023

 You are the best thing in my life. 

my heart loves you so much. 

It's beautiful and hurtful at the same time. 

Why do i feel like crying when i think of you, 

not because of sadness i cry, 

But cause of the feeling of affection between us, 

It's so sweet. i'd die for it

Guess, i am lucky enough to have such a sweet person in my life

And i wonder most of my time if you feel the same

Islam i have so much to say but not so much words 

In short i am in love 

My obsession is a person 

It kills me inside 

I am sorry if i call you too much, or say i love you too much 

It's just uncontrollable 

Cause i also feel like i don't say it enough 

I never met you before but why do i feel like I see you everyday 

Tell me, please, do you feel that too? 

Cause when i am all alone i think of you

When i am with my friends i think of you

When i am soooo happy i think of you

When i am extremely sad i think of you

When i do nothing i think of you 

Thinking of you is no more a habit it's  like drinking alcohol for the first time

Islam you are the unfaced man in the fake scenarios i make

And so you should know 

There is one equation in my mind

you cry i cry 

I can't bare to hear you are not okey 

You are so handsome from the inside and outside 

Don't tell me you are a knight 

And i am the princess 

Cause you are so precious just like water

My water 

I used that word cause i can't live without knowing you are alive 

I am so glad you survived 

I know there was so much 

But you are so strong and i am so happy and grateful for that 

Islam

You are someone i will fall for again and again 

Someone ill always love even if you were a criminal 

I will love you either ways a Islam 

I mean it

.... What else khesni n9olek mmmm

2021... 2022...and now 2023

UK i wanna make that day special to you but i don't know how

I want to be there and make you smile 

But i cant 

Right in that moment i realize that i am so jealous of everyone around you

Jealous of the girls you look at

The friends you hangout with

The bed you sleep on

Jealous because they can smell you enough 

      Because they are there and i am not

I feel so safe when we do phone call

Your Voice drives me crazy

It's make me want to fly