When i felt so powerless...

 My heart is inches far aways from yours

Although our bodies  has that reciprocated urge to collide 

Like been able to kiss with an open mouth, i want to kiss you without closing my eyes

Enjoying the mixture desires, seeing you, touching you, tasting you... 

I feel my tears stoked in the back of my eyes causing urges that i never knew was capable of having and for sure

My chest hurt

And yours is hurting

But lemme feed you with pleasure 

I want to embrace your birth marks

I want to touch you in the most insecure part of yours, feel it beyond my lips

I know there is nothing left to see here 

Just

Blinded by painful scars 

Scars no one can sees

I want to turn 18,and go to another city, and call you to stay near me

There wont be no obstacle then

I wanna be there when you want to smoke 2 pack of cigarettes because you feel sad

I want to be there when you go watch the moon at night and hold your hands when it's cold outside

I wont be able to miss you then

Although at that point i would still miss you