When you were so broken...

 YOU CAN DO SO MUCH A ISLAM. YOU CAN DO SO MUCH. I KNOW YOU ARE BROKEN, I KNOW YOU ARE SO EMPTY TO THE POINT THAT YOU MIGH HURT YOURSELF AND STILL ITS WONT HURT AT ALL. I KNOW YOU ARE DESTROYED, AND FUCKED UP. I FEEL YOU. I FEEL EVERYTHING. YOU ARE MY OTHER HALF IN THIS WORLD. READ THIS WITH YOUR HEART PLEASE,IK YOU TOO TIRED AND DONE WITH THIS, I KNOW YOU WONT BE CONVINCED WITH A SINGLE WORD I SAY, I WISH MY WORDS MEANS SO MUCH TO YOU LIKE YOUR WORDS DOES TO ME. you are so young, handsome, smart, lovely, pure, kind, the best human I've ever talked too, i love you so much, even more than the people around me. 3a9el x7al the problems you had to pass through? Wax 3a9el?w kolxi kimxi and you start to live again, you die and then you start to feel again, and again, and again. I became happy when i heard that you want to go abroad, tbh i wanted you to distance yourself from everything that hurts you, or that remind you of the pain. But idk what you fuckin mean by ending it there, if you mean your life then I'll fucking go to FES RN AND KICK YOUR ASS, if you killed yourself wela xi7ajaaa, i will kill myself too in case if you did i swear. Mxi fin ma bghiti but why end it? Why a Islam? Your life is not urs, mayes7ablekxi idaw 9telti rasek things will be okey, hadi A BIG LIE A ISLAM, are you ready bax anak det3adeb after death? Dxof ones that loves you crying over youuu so bad? W d be punished 3la wa7d l7aja so numb, and the fact that you can't go back and unkill yourself is the worst. Hadxi idaw konti u mean by end it there haka, if not, i would be happy for you, so happy. But no that happy, i want to touch you before you go, allow me to, i want to hug you to the point i can absorb your pain and give it a title, and it would be "us" our pain a islam, 🥺i love you so much damn 3anebki.i can't